what i've been prepare?
there's 5 months left, what i've been prepare? of course my mind getting louder time by time. Knowing that i was not putting my hard work offer everything i have to. This feeling started when i was a kid. I always get good grades, or reward, even i dont work for it. it's just happend. I can say that i just living among the people that did'nt had that much ambition. So do i. there's 5 months left, 17 is gettin closer. You don't have to tell me about the relation between hardwork and success. I've heard a lot about it. Fyi, i used an aliby to avoiding that. I said, "im a perfectionist, thats why i procrestinating a lot.", or "im an overthinker, that's why is harder to me to start somethin' new and hoping for good result". I was soo crazy thinking about, what if i being a loser? I am a loser. Having no brave to take a step. That's a loser. Having 5 months left, for celebrate the arrival of 17. Is like a fight to me, If i was havi...