Blue Sky

In general, you're beautiful

In general, you're special

I used to crushing on all of your colour. Knowing each colour has it own story, and feeling.

It takes time to me to understand, when the cloud taking over your beautiful, even i'ts not your favor.

You're far, it takes time to me to not get mad with, the condition, the fact that..you're really that far, sky.

I can feel your emotion, when your rain is pouring. I just accepted that, i can't wipe out your tears, sky


Sometimes, the wind just whispering to me, i write down the wrong notes.

You don't know, maybe he's having fun out there?

Sky, loving is like, giving all of your time to something that really faint. it's like pulling the lever. Hoping "happines" is what i get. But the possibility is, behind the door that losing his key. But you keep pulling it anyway.

Sky, i never asked the feeling to leave the dining table that full of, my favourite food.  Your gaze just cloudy, giving the sign that you can send a couple of lightning out of nowhere. Giving an implied message for her to leave. 

 Even it's hard, i'll try

Ready with my best umbrealla. to ignore those uneeded feeling,

Gotta be honest, your sunset still catch my attention. stunned into silence, 

how can we get here, sky.


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